Striving for Control
March 9, 2006(originally written 2 days ago)
The past few weeks have been quite a challenge for me. As the days went on I was becoming more aware of the fact that responsibilities, now heavier, are right in front of me and that even bigger ones await me. School stuff comes as the first, and next comes other inner challenges that I have to face.
I have been so moody these past few days. Maybe because so many things are running through my mind. I am, however struggling to keep it to myself…the supposed effects of the mood swings, that is. I feel like a cellophane bag incredibly full of water. One prick or slap and it would burst out wetting everyone that is within the same vicinity where it is. I get easily bugged and I try really really hard to hold on to control and keep from bursting out. That way no one would get wet with these annoying mood swings of mine. It’s hard sometimes, though, I’ve got to admit.
Hmm…I don’t really know what else to blog about. I’m pretty sure the only thing that would come out from my mind right now is mostly negative energy. But then maybe that’s why I’m writing..to realease all these negative stuff out from me.
Tah tah…got nothin else to say for now. I’ll be back and the next time will be more sensible and optimistic, I promise. hehe 
Ciao for now.
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