Tranquilizing My Heart
April 2, 2006
I don’t know why I’m doing this. I don’t know why I’m letting the feeling flow. In the first place, I hardly understand why I have to be in such situation wherein I have to supress this feeling.
I look around and what I see kinda lets me ask…why does it have to be knotty, where I’m concerned? Why does it have to be so damned complicated, huh? Why can’t it just be the I-love-him-and-him-me process?
But, well..what can I say..life is never a bed of roses. I could hold on to that. I could hold on to the fact that one can never have everything. And I can hold on to the fact that everything happens for a reason. And that it is God’s will that must be done. Not mine.
But for whatever reason, and for whatever lesson, I’m so glad it was you God sent. You. That compensates everything.
There. I feel relieved. 
(But not for long, I’m afraid. *sigh*)
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